People say the time flies. I say yes and no. Yes, because -- wow -- I have a one-year old. No, because I've enjoyed every minute so far.
Though the memories are fresh, it definitely doesn't feel like yesterday that I
labored to deliver Samuel to Life. For me, that experience was a little like running through a large field of roses. While running, you are bewildered by the pain of the thorns, the obstacles, and the sheer exhaustion. You hardly notice the blossoms, and the end is never in sight. As you eventually emerge victorious and continue on your journey, the wounds and bruises begin to heal. The breeze washes you with the sweet fragrance of the field, and looking back, the exquisite colors and scents are overwhelming. You might even do it again. (At some point, I plan to.) Most assuredly,
God heard our prayers as Keenan and I ran together that day.
I consider Samuel my greatest blessing. This is hard to explain, but with most of the other blessings of my life, I have had much more control on the receiving end. While it's true that I opened the door for Samuel to come, he was granted and safeguarded to me by Heavenly Father, a bestowal for which I cannot give enough thanks or praise, and by which I remain humbled.
It's amazing what you learn about love when you have a child. As Keenan put it, it's "automatic love." I now realize that up until that point, love is a choice that we make. But for the first time, once a child arrives, love simply exists.
We are so happy to have this little friend by our side. The first thing we noticed about Samuel after he was born was how observant he was. That has remained one of his striking characteristics. He is meek and mild. He is curious and fun. Above all, he is pure, and we see there is much to be learned from him. I should learn from his innocence, his need for people, his helpful nature, his teachability, his eagerness for life's experiences, his love of learning, his determination to keep trying, and how free he is with himself. The list could go on...
I have much more to share about our first year together, but that will have to wait until a later post. For now, some pictures and a couple videos of today's fun. Keenan has long awaited his boy's first birthday, and begged me to make a chocolate cake that Samuel could smear all over his body. I declined, but agreed to make a banana cake with some cocoa in the frosting. (Recipe to follow.)
Favorite breakfast: cottage cheese pancakes
(Recipe to follow.)

First taste of whole (cow's) milk! Mmmmm...

Live Oak Park

Taken at 12:28, the minute Samuel was born.
One year later.

A puzzle present from friends!

A drum present from other friends!
Come on, Sam... it's exciting!!

Making faces at Daddy.


Unwrapping Mama and Daddy's present!
And noticeably winding down.
Keenan's much-anticipated moment.
Do you think he's afraid of fire? Not Mama's boy...

Beautiful eyes.


End of a great first birthday.
